Suburbia Steph is Still Alive & in the Burbs!

*Tap* *Tap* *Tap* Is this thing on? Is anybody out there????? How long has it been? 8 years? At least! SO much has happened within that time frame. I don't even know how to work this thing anymore, but let's see if I can figure it out. I've even been contemplating just entirely starting something NEW and ditching Suburbia Steph. I'm not sure which direction I want to go, or if I'll even wind up following through with either. Decisions, decisions.... I would like to start chronicling the chronic nonsense that IS life, chronic illness & the chronic hot mess that is ME, that you know and love. I'm also not sure if I want to stay anonymous, or let in those that actually KNOW me. I think I've mostly shied away from writing for so long because it requires a vulnerability I haven't allowed myself to have in such a very long time. I'm highly guarded. Plus, I've been so completely UNmotivated being chronically ill & all. Womp womp. Aaaand I'm also not sure I want certain people knowing about certain aspects of my life. I'll save that for other forms of social media. DO people really blog anymore? Hell if I fucking know - this is the first time I've logged on in nearly a decade. Now to finally watch thi Beavis & Butthead SNL skit I keep seeing folks raving about. One thing about me that has NOT changed is I live to laugh. Without laughter, what's the fucking point of living?